s, ys, eys, heys!=D

So armh, there was school today and.....it was fun today...erm coz.....It was so good to learn today.......
.......erm and it turn out that i didnt scold any vulgarities today=D which was a good thing=D coz i cant control my mouth 95% of the tym=D but today i can=D so three cheers for that=D.........

........aniwaes=D......it only takes 12 muscles to smile=D......after school, had to go back to chem lab...for some extra lessons and stuff........aniwaes=D today i didnt talk to much ppl=D only like 10 people in total out of the many friends i have which is around...erm a lot.....but that's okay=D coz no one likes me when i'm friendly=D....they hate me when i'm not=D...but who cares=D..so i just smile to mask my sadness,misery,tragedy,whatever u call it=D.......erm thanks suan eng,nab,bernie,wes,faris,yingying,musa,azri, zhafri(and kevin too,for not talking to me but irritates me by touching my leg like a freakin gay countless times in the chem lab but at least he knows of my existence which i'm glad about=D) for talking to me today....erm wish u guys longetivity and prosperity so as to achieve happiness and progress for our nation=D=D=D=D=D=D........

.....so when i got back home, i switched on my phone and tried to call someone....but i can't coz i havent paid the fuc-.....i mean freaking bill...so i cant make any outgoing shi-....i mean stuff....

So i just lied down on bed and erm was thinking about the holidays and was thinking that im going to make a picnic or stuff like that.........i need u guys opinion.....plz give me ur opinion or i won't write about my love sto-....i mean the guy's love story.......

...So dun bother to epect a reply from me if u sms me coz i didnt pay THE FUC-...I MEAN FREAKIN BILL.........

......Erm today's life story will be about some stuff about the guy...it's more like a filler episode.....erm nope, i never said that it will be about his love story yet nor did i say that it will be about his experience with the supernatural..........
..so here you go.........and please do comment or i wun write about the love story.......and PLZ GIVE SINCERE COMMENTS.................

When I'm Cleaning Up My Closet

Episode 3




Well my favourite band when i was in Primary 3 was Linkin Park....I just love how they got turntables in a rock band and some rapping stuff too.....

.......I got into Linkin Park in the first place thanks to my best friend at that time, Nasrulhaq(or in short Nasrul or Nas....whichever way u like it man i don't really care)........So yeah, the first song i ever listened to by them was 'In The End' then 'Crawling' then 'One Step Closer'.....but i didn't buy their disc back then though which was 'Hybrid Theory'...........

....The next year, Linkin Park released their new album 'Meteora'.......their hits were 'Somewhere I Belong', 'Faint', 'Breaking The Habit', 'From The Inside' and 'Numb'..........

..Being a fan, i bought their disc.....there were other cool songs u know like 'Nobody's Listening' and 'Figure .09' but from Meteora, my favs are......everything.........lol..........

.........Then I bought their older discs which were 'Hybrid Theory' and 'Reanimation'..........

.......Reanimation was more like remixes from hybrid theory so yeah......
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........From hybrid Theory my favs were 'In The End', 'Papercut', 'Runaway', 'With You'(this song's very nice...not by Chris Brown!...), 'A Place In My Head', 'Crawling', 'Points Of Authority','One Step Closer' and 'Forgotten'...........from its bonus dics - 'My December' and 'High Voltage'...........

..............So yeah, hearing them, i was inspired to be a vocalist and rapper back then just like Chester Bennington and Mike Shinoda of linkin park.......I chose not to be a guitarist back then coz i tot that it would be troublesome.........
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..........so yeah, i listened to them until i was in primary 6......where i got into Eminem and Green Day........

.....my favs from Eminem - 'My First Single', 'Evil Deeds', 'Puke' , 'Fack' , 'The Real Slim Shady' , 'Just Lose It', 'Lose Yourself', 'Without Me', 'Shake That', 'Ass Like That', 'Mockingbird', 'Hi My Name Is' and 'Like Toy Soldiers'...............

..........then at the same time got into punk(which was green day) thanks to my best filipino fren back then Marion(his a guy...i still remember his full name Marion Frayna Galleno)............

.............my favs from Green Day - were the whole songs from American Idiot.......and other songs too like 'Basketcase', 'Minority' and 'Time Of Your Life'.........

...........Got into Sec One........................................................................


..............................................Made new friends.............................

....................And life goes on...........................................

...................Blabla bla..............I'm not writing coz it's gonna be the same as the first post..................

............................ANIWAES , 2 MORE EPISODES TO MY LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO BE HAPPY AND DON'T COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D=D=D=D=D=D

Sorry guy's not really in the mood to write today.......forgive me guys......i love you all......(as a friend)....................

........gasepfj as[dfwfizspkd{pfl/..............

aniwaes, here are the previous episodes back to back! starting from episode 1! =D=D=D

Episode One

Borrowed Zhaf's other distortion and start practicing...........sleepy day today....fuck this..I got nothing better to do know...so fuck....I'll tell u parts of my life story.......i'm telling the 100% real story here........




Erm...when i got back home just now, i cleaned up my crappy room.......then when i was cleaning, i found lots of things........stuff like Eminem cds, Linkin Park cds, Pokemon cards, Duel Master Cards.........Haizzzz.......I sat down and ponder............




When i was like primary 2, i got into linkin park and like fuckin bought their albums..........until p6...........i've got all their albums,'Hybrid Theory', 'Reanimation', 'Meteora', 'Live In Texas', 'MTV Ultimate Mash-Ups Presents: Jay-Z/Linkin Park Collision Course'....everything except 'Minutes To Midnight'.....coz that's when i tot they start to suck........then i also got Eminem cds like, 'The Eminem Show', 'Encore' and 'Curtain Call'...........Last tym i wanted to be a rapper like Eminem......and i like rap almost everyday in school in Sec 1.....ask Hazmie, he said that my rapping was like irritating and noisy and stuff....but i carried on.....that's why they used to call me Azri'Eminem'........i also like other rap,hip hop and r&b stuff when i was in sec 1



Then in mid-year Sec 2...my tuition fren, Hadi introduced me to heavy metal...........the song he send me was 'Tears Don't Fall' by Bullet For My Valentine.......i listened......and i told him that it was like shit.........back then i told almost everyone i knew that metal and other relating genres to it are nothing but shit....................



But then, over time, with the song still in my phone, i listened to it, and i started to appreciate metal and any other relating genres.........I ask hadi for more songs.....the next song he sent me was 'Critical Acclaim' by Avenged Sevenfold..........then i liked A7x............Then i got into it....listening to more and more like 'All These Things I Hate' by Bullet for My Valentine'....'Unholy Confessions' by A7x....'My Heroine' by Silverstein.........




I started hating rap,hip hop,r&b and stuff like that......i stuffed them all in my closet..........Whenever i walked past ppl who play r&b,hiphop,rap,techno,trance or watever shit, in my mind i'll be like , "What is that shit u're playin man?turn that fucking thing down, bcoz of u ur mom died"......I hate them.........the Azri'eminem', died.......



I picked my fav band - A7x.....Later in that year, my 2nd best chinese fren,Bernie, introduced me to Sum 41.....and i was like,'ok,let's try listening to punk' The first few songs i listened to by Sum 41 were ,'Underclass Hero', 'Still Waiting' and 'Pieces'.........Not bad eyt this band...in the end i listened to more songs by them....my fav punk band is Sum 41.......




2008,Sec 3, I started to feel like fuck....i go emo most of the times,especially with my best frens(they were Amir, Hazmie....u know the guys who i used to hang out with...).....WHY? Coz i feel left behind whenever i'm with them, i feel like i'm not needed whenever i'm with them, i feel like i'm odd whenever i'm with them coz i listen to a genre that is pain to their ears and stuff like that......fuck shit........then they dun spent tym with me coz they were with their girlfrens....even faris felt like Amir and Azri we're spending less time with us.....Safwan wasn't really there coz he hanged out with Kamarul, Shazrul and Muhd.....Hazmie wasn't there coz he spents time with new frens......SO! instead of feeling like a fucking piece of shit, i tot of something......




In class......Mrs Whelan shifted my seating place....And i got seated beside Nabil......some guy whom i used to think is a boring fatass........but then over time, we talked to each other and stuff and found out that he likes to listen to punk...and so was his best fren Wesley........so after realising that, i've started to hang out with them...u know, instead of feeling like some unwanted piece of shit from outer space, why not be with ppl who u are much more comfortable with?....so yeah, i left my old buds behind and join with my new buds...........cool new buds.......




My old buds like dun even care.......but i wasn't permanently not with my old buds.......



So, over time we(me and my new buds), tot of making a band.A punk band....
So we planned out as Nabil to be rhythm guitarist and vocalist, me playing lead guitar, Wesley playing bass and Haikal(nabil's bro) to play drums.........



Like a few weeks later when June holidays was approaching, i've been told to go to the dentist....
I went there with Suan Eng and Wei Xiong....they were told to go there too......
In the van, there were other students like Augustine,Zubair and few more..................
There was a girl, she was sobbing...I wondered why, then i realised that she and her boyfren broke up.....Back then in the van, i never tot that this girl wuld be someone special............Then along the way, we got to know a bit more about each other.......and ...........


So after June holidays, listen to a wider variety of genres............



.........In August, my Primary school fren, Faiz, introduced me to Slipknot......and, they;re kinda cool.........my first three songs were 'Before I Forget','Scream and 'Wait And Bleed'..........then listened to 'Psychosocial','Snuff','Vendetta','Vermillion','(Sic)' and lots more.........my fav songs are, 'People = Shit','Before I Forget','Psychosocial','Left Behind','Duality' and 'Wait And Bleed'.......



.......In September, my Best chinese fren,Suan Eng, introduced me to an emo-screamo band, Alesana....The first song i listened to was Ambrosia........in the first place, i tot this band sux coz they were like screaming,screaming and screaming.....but then, i liked it.....My fav song is Seduction..........

.............My life continues.................................



Tune in next tym on 'This Is My Life' where the guy tells more about his life....the next episode would be more to trading card game and the HUGE SINS he committed when he wasted some of his life with card games........

This story is more to the music influences of this guy's life(i wonder who the hell this guy is) and a few leaks about the special person he found and the story continues........

So how? Like it? Leave ur comments at the tagbox......

Episode 2

So yeah...today after school i went to macdonald's with nabil to eat ice-cream....I got a mudpie.....

.........Finally a mudpie!!!!After for so long!!!!!(actualli the last tym i ate it was yesterday nite......)


So yeah we walked around at admiralty and stuff and then i went back home to blog about today........fuck....here it goes..

..life story of a guy(i wonder who this guy is)....episode 2......erm wait guys, yesterday wahidah introduced me to a Jpunk band called Ellegarden.....i think they r cool.(actualli i haven listened to them yet....)..........

After reading this,some of u might hate this guy for being so evil and stuff.....


Episode 2 - Trading Card Games........

Part 1 - The Early Years.....
Ever since i was in primary 2, i have this hobby of playing trading card games.....I can't live without them.........

Everyday after school in primary2, i wuld go to the 'mama shop' to buy pokemon cards...........

Of course they were fake cards.........i was too young to have a lot of money at that time......I was a lonely kid back then....if i dun have this cards to play with someone, no one would be my friends....

I won't eat in school...the pocket money i got, i used it to buy cards......btw, last time i lived in yishun and my primary school is Xishan Primary...............

Made a lot of frens in P2................Then in Primary 3, one of my frens, start to introduced to me 'real' cards or the correct term 'Original' card.......there was a minor set back...they are expensive....so i wun eat in school.......so yeah....there was this guy called 'Uncle Robin', he opened up a teenage hub beside my school and he sell cards.....i wuld go to his shop everyday after school to buy pokemon cards to upgrade my deck and challenge with other ppl......

Sometimes, my frens haf certain cards which are rare or impossible to get....i remember i stoled an album full of rare cards from a fren named Hakim...(sorry hakim...i hope u forgive me if u're reading this...)......on that day, he was like crying over his huge loss...those album of cards must haf cost him a fortune.......but i didnt give a damn back then...WHY?...coz i was a selfish,greedy,attention-seeking boy back then.....i wanted ppl to recognise me that i haf all of those rare cards...........sorry Hakim........

....there was one time i cheated out of Hakim's parents about a total of $50...sorry again hakim.....

Primary 4.......it got intense.........i became the best in my class for playing Pokemon........everyone lost to me.........it felt great, ppl coming to u and they all go like ,'wow!how the hell did u do that?"...u know and stuff like that......Knowing that i was the best, i stopped buying more pokemon cards and played with wrestling cards....i wanted to be the best in the trading card game world..........

Being more into wrestling cards, i started to lose my title as the best pokemon card player......

It was the fasting month....my dad stopped giving me pocket money........i was financially tight.....i needed to earn back my title by upgrading my deck...or i'll lose frens and be the same lonely kid like i was back then......my greed has led to my biggest sin....my hands.........they steal......every night when my parents are asleep,i'll sneak into their room and steal their money....$50 at a time.........

I didnt really give a damn........it was either be a good player with lots of frens or be a lonely asshole.........so i stole money.........from my aunt's house too..............

I was getting back a lot of my frens..........but every sin has its own consequences..........

There was one time, after coming back from my aunt's, my dad made a body check on me, and found that i had $250 with me....stolen from my aunt..........

We got back home, i was told to get inside my parents room.........then suddenly my dad slapped me hard........my mom broke into tears...my dad continued beating me up........my mom asked me why i did this.....she cried and cried...........i then cried too......then we all like discuss and stuff........it was a sad moment that time, my mom cried so bad..........

Primary 5....nothing special really....

Primary 6.....my mom decided that we would buy a house in woodlands....so we sold the house in yishun and stayed at my grandma's place in yishun to finish my primary school in yishun before i got into a secondary school in woodlands..........

I remembered that time at the HDB office place....my parents like sold the house...went they got out of the place, my mom broke down into tears...i asked her why.....My dad said that it was a negative sale.......that means instead of earning money selling the house, we ended up losing money selling the house.........then i was like damn.........this means we are going to be financially tight like fuck.........

My desire to play trading card games did not end..........This time my frens introduced me to a new trading card game called 'Duel Masters'.....i got a starter deck and got into the game from there............
My funds were low......i was currently staying at my grandma house......and in her kitchen, there was this bottle full of money....lots and lots of money..........seeing this made my hands itch........seeing this made my greed return....seeing this made me crazy as i seek for more power in the trading card game world...

My hands........they sinned again...............

My frens noticed that i start to haf a lot of money...eventually told my mom.......my mom suspected that something was going on.........she asked my grandma to check her money.....grandma said that like about a total of $550 was missing..my mom that wuld haf been me......so one night, she caught me red handed.......told my dad....and we sat down to discuss...again.......this time there wasn't any beating........we then decided to forgive and forget.........

Finish PSLE...........got an aggregate of 220.....permanently moved to woodlands.......and got into woodlands ring sec.........

Part 2: The older years..........

Got into class 1E2 and made new frens like hazmie,amir,faris,kamarul and azri........when i got into Wrs, i only know three ppl.......They are my now 5 years frens and childhood fren.......my 5 years frens are safwan and khairul anwar....my childhood fren is azizul(his mom and my mom are secondary school best frens and his dad and my dad are secondary school best frens too!).......
.........I found out that Amir,kamarul, faris and safwan played duel masters.....so we played with one another......we got a common interest..........it was either me or safwan who was the best among the four of us..............

Then in Sec 2....made frens like Zhafri who also played duel masters......i got a competition.....Ziza(not his real name,so that u won't know........)..........he's a fucking good extremely ultra good extraordinary player man!!! I always lose to him............And he got 2 albums full of fucking extremely rare cards...i was jealous..........all eyes are at him..........i nid to be the best..........I schemed a plan...............

A few months later.........when everyone went down for recess, i stayed behind in my classroom...when the coast was clear, i went into his classroom, went to ziza's bag and took out both of his album of cards which was worth like around $1000......I brought them out......wait, i thought to myself, i can't put them in my bag.....what if he suspects me and checked my bag? so i hid it under the bookshelves in the classroom...i knew that if a person's thing is missing, the very last place that he will think that his missing items are will be hidden at a place which was closest to him/her...........i then went down for recess............


...............Got back from recess.......kamarul was like telling me ziza's album got stolen and ziza told him to check my bag.......and boo!!it wasnt in my bag...........ziza, for the rest of the year,didn't talked to me...........

..Everyone began to wonder who was that badtard who stole Ziza's album of cards which worth a lot............Of course i didn't tell them it was me.............but i didnt earn a lot selling those cards to other ppl.......

....That remained a mystery until today........who was the guy????........it was me...........and haiz....i'm really really really really really sorry Ziza, i'm realli am.........i was foolish back then..........selfish............i hope u forgive me..................the first guy i told this to was Nabil.........

Part 3: Grow up.........

People get older....such childish things came to an end......Ziza began talking to me early this year......this cards, which i commit a lot of sin with, were stuffed into my closet.....trading card games died.......people changed......

With the disappearence of this games, there wasn't any common interest in my group of frens animore......aniwaes i got more into music and stuff.....in feb i guess, azri started to hang out with wahidah....and we felt like we lost a fren, then one month later, amir hangs out with Atiqah......then i felt like i was left out...

..Safwan wasn't really there bcoz he hangs out with kamarul,shazrul and muhd.....hazmie wasn't really there coz he hangs out with new frens..........i bet faris felt the same way as me...........

Then over time made new frens like Nabil and Wesley.......i left my old buds...to join with new ones......rather than feeling like a piece of shit from outer space........

Like in May, Amir broke up with Atiqah.....but im like ok, i dun give a damn.....then one day in May, i was told to go to the dentist along with Suan Eng and Wei Xiong........

.......There at the dentist......there was this girl..........she was sobbing....it was Atiqah...............


Stay tuned for the next episode where this guy(i wonder who this guy is...) will tell he's life story about...erm i duno.............
10 more episodes to his story about his love life...........

So how guys? like it? any comments or anything,leave it at the tagboard.....give ideas on what to write on about my life.........plz dun hate the guy....he's a changed guy now...........this episode is about trading card games in his life and a few leaks about his love life.........

Aniwaes, i'll only write about this guy's life story whenever i feel like it..............btw, if u think u know who ziza is, keep it to urself...........dun tell anyone about this........let them find it out themselves...........

Episode 3

It’s on top…….=D=D=D=D=D