No, you shut up =D

Worlds Apart

Friday, February 27, 2009

Hey..wassup..Im tired...11Km walk...thats just exhausting man...

...Tmr morning..run at the stadium.........then afternoon...study...BEEN WANTING TO PUT THIS SONG A LONG TIME AGO BUT ONLY NOW I PUT IT...AND IT SOMEHOW FITS THE CURRENT SITUATION...

...but dun take it too hard, it's just a song after all..

...Nights will never be the same, but i understand and have to respect that decision cause i love you...thanks for those memories...I'll treasure it....and look back with honour...bittersweet memories...i guess i have to learn how to let go and move on to other things.....But I'll still wait for you if you're willing to come....

Worlds Apart
Silverstein

Lying all alone, wishing you would call.
Writing all my thoughts has broken all my bones.
You gave it all up, you threw it all away.
There's nothing I can do.

WHAT DO I THINK YOU'VE DONE?
You know it's even worse than what's in MY HEAD.
You don't believe me when I tell you,
I don't want to be a fraud and pretend that everything's fine.
I won't be here when you get home.
I'm not gonna sit here and die.

I'll follow through again this time.
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.
I'll be just fine.

YOU READ ME LIKE A BOOK.
You know I'm running out of legs to STAND ON.
I won't believe you when you tell me.
These old habits die so hard.
There's no intervention in sight.
There's no point in calling you.
I'm just gonna stand here and fight.

I'll follow through again this time.
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.
I'll be just fine, fine.
You fill my head with endless lies.
You're killing me, I'm killing time.
I'll be just fine.

So, maybe one day the pain will go away,
And I will see your face,
I won't even care.
Changing all the locks 'cause I can't change you.

I'll follow through again this time.
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.
I'll be just fine, fine.
You fill my head with endless lies.
You're killing me, I'm killing time.
I'll be just fine.

I'll follow through again this time.
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.
I'll be just fine, fine.
You fill my head with endless lies.
You're killing me, I'm killing time.
I'll be just fine.

I can make you faint

Thursday, February 26, 2009

For the past two weeks, I've been physically training myself 6 days a week.

Mondays and Wednesdays - School Gym
Tuesdays and Thursdays - Soccer
Fridays - NCC
Saturday - Stadium
Sunday - Body rest...

..It has been fun and all. This also allows me to spent more time with my old buddies..

..Gym has been great, it makes me pushed to my limits and beyond..

..Soccer too, it makes me learn about teamwork and stuff..

..Just now was damn gay sia..

Amir: Ala you, amek bas ah
Me: Ala, you kan tahu I tak suke amek bas, i suke jalan
Amir: ok i think we shuld stop now
Me: Yea man, that was gay

BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY! I LEARNT HOW TO MAKE PEOPLE FAINT FOR AT MOST 5 SECS!

Just now lunchbreak, i've heard about Jake, knowing a technique on how to knock people out. So i ask him to try it on me. I cant tell you how but i can show you. When i passed out, i couldn't remember everything.

..So i used the same technique and went to my class and did it on 5 people. First victim was Wesley, then Boon Hao, Suan Eng, Bernie and then Hazmie. All fainted for 3 secs except for Bernie and Hazmie, who fainted for 5 secs.

After school, I did it on Nabil and Azri. And it was friggin cool man!

..Hehe, Im gonna make more people faint tomorrow...

..And yea! Tmr NCC, we'll be going to Treetop thingy and haf fun exercising!

....I love you, and always do....Plz don't let me go.....

Ah GREAT! THIS REALLY....

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

"What?What did i do?" YES YOU MAY BE SAYING THIS OR THINKING BOUT IT OR MAYBE NOT AT ALL..

..BUT THE NAIL HAS GOT INTO MY HEAD.

..CARRY ON AND FEEL GUILTY.."WHAT DID I DO?"

...I SHOULD BE THE ONE ASKING THAT...

...WALLS HAVE EARS OK!! PEOPLE TELL ME THINGS. I HEAR. I REMEMBER.

..I THOUGHT WHAT MUHD AND ZHAFRI TOLD ME WAS THE LAST STRAW BUT TODAY, ONE GUY CAME UP AND TOLD ME SOMETHING WHICH WAS DISPLEASING ME.

..WHAT DID I DO?....

..AREN'T YOU HAPPY OR SOMETHING?..

..DIDN'T I TELL YOU THAT IF YOU NEED ANYTHING I CAN HELP YOU?

..SO WHAT'S THE PROBLEM NOW?

..FOR 6 MONTHS ALREADY AND NOW YOU TREATING ME LIKE THIS?..

..WHAT DID I DO?

..WHO DO YOU SEE ME AS? HUH?..

..AND WHAT'S MORE? FOR PAST 4 MONTHS NEVER WISH US..I PURPOSEDLY IGNORED TO SEE WHETHER YOU'LL TAKE INIATIVE OR NOT..BUT NO! YOU DIDN'T!

...NOVEMBER...I KEPT QUIET...AND YOU DIDNT WISH..BUT I MADE THAT ONE PASS CAUSE I THOUGHT YOU FORGOT...

..DECEMBER..DECIDED TO KEEP QUIET AGAIN...BUT THEN, NO RESPONSE...

..JANUARY..I KEPT QUIET AGAIN..AND STILL NO RESPONSE..."What the hell?" that was i was thinking....

...FEBRUARY...KEPT QUIET AGAIN...STILL NO RESPONSE..AND I TOLD YOU...BUT YOU SAID YOU FORGET...WHAT THE HELL???

...WHO THE HELL AM I TO YOU? AH? SERIOUSLY! DONT PLAY AROUND ANYMORE LAR.........WALAO....

- I'm sorry Nabil, but it's the complete opposite of what you found out for me..
- Thanks Safwan, I'm gonna start working on that one if the tables aren't moving..
- Thanks Amir, for telling me some facts..a lot of them actually..and they are true..
- Thanks Zhafri, for telling me about something..
- Thanks Muhd, same reason as above..
- Thanks Chin Wee, same reason as above..

...aniwaes, "FOR WHAT?!" sounds familiar rite? when did you say that? think back....

....and, what the hell did i ever do to you that you're treating me like this?

....HEY ZHAF! TMR! ME AND SHAFIQ VS. YOU!!! HAHAHA!!! GET READY!!

....i still care for you but why?.....

WOW! BEST DAY EVER SERIOUSLY!

Monday, February 23, 2009

Oh YES! Today! AH AH AH AH! lol!

BEST THINGS ABOUT TODAY!

-P.E
-AFTER SCHOOL WORK OUT!

yea so after school a bunch of us, Me, Amir, Faris, Azri,Azizul, Sham, ZHAFRI( HE WORKS OUT?? YUP HE DID) , Shafiq and Zubair went to the school gym and we worked out and stuff...HAHA... before that, we ran around Woodlands Ring Road....BUT THE BEST THING WAS...

....AFTER WORKING OUT, WE PLACED THE MATS IN THE GYM AND WRESTLED WITH ONE ANOTHER!!! HELL YEA!!! HAHA, obviously i was a pushover but who THE HELL CARES?? First we were like all out...all against each other.

Everyone wanted to eliminate Azri first coz he was like a monster on the loose! I REPEAT, MONSTER ON THE LOOSE!!! HE LIKE FUCKING RAMMED EVERYONE.

...THEN, we decided to fight one on one. The first one was Azri vs. Shafiq. Erm Yea, fight fight fight then Azri lifted Shafiq and did the freakin F-U! It was LIKE FUCKIN COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then me and Zhaf fought, but there was no winner. Then there was Amir vs. Zhaf.......AND AMIR FUCKIN DID THE MASTERLOCK TWICE ON ZHAF..haha pity ZHAF.

..BUT THE BEST MATCH WAS AZRI VS. ZUBAIR. WHEN IT START OF, THERE WERE LIKE GRAPPLING AND STUFF

THEN POOOOOMMM!!!! AZRI KICKED ZUBAIR'S LEG AND ZUBAIR WAS LIKE FLUNG DOWNWARDS!!! IT WAS DAMN COOL MAN.....

..BUT YOU KNOW THESE TWO MACHINES! THERE CARRIED ON WRESTLING. THEN THERE WAS ONE POINT WHERE BOTH OF THEM HOLD ON TIGHT ONTO ONE ANOTHER - A SUBMISSION....BUT BOTH OF THEM WERE LIKE TRYING TO SUBMIT ONE ANOTHER AND NO ONE GAVE UP

SO IN THE END, IT WAS A DRAW!............

...NEXT MATCH MAIN EVENT! ZHAF vs. ME AND SHAFIQ!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 ON 1.........

Hand Of Blood
Bullet For My Valentine

There goes my valentine again
Soaked in red for what she said
And now she's gone

Oh my god have I done it again
There's a pulse and it's deafening.
I can't help what I hear in my head
It's the switch that I flick (and it says)

Hand of blood, I don't wanna feel, my heart is breaking
Hand of blood, I don't wanna see, my life is burning

I saw you look away
Is what you've seen too much to take
Or are you blind and seeing nothing, I saw you run
I saw you run away
Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing

There's a stain on my hand and it's red
Oh my god am I losing it
I can't help what I've done or I said
It's the button I push (and it says)

Hand of blood, I don't wanna feel, my heart is breaking
Hand of blood, I don't wanna see, my life is burning

I saw you look away
Is what you've seen too much to take,
Or are you blind and seeing nothing, I saw you run
I saw you run away,
Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing

I saw you look away
Is what you've seen too much to take,
Or are you blind and seeing nothing, I saw you run,
I saw you run away,
Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing

Sorry

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Sorry, i take back all my words..

I've told you

I've told you man....yeah man shit happens(winks to Safwan)

...Aniwaes, some of you, seeing Safwan from Monday to Friday may be pure horror, but I have to see him from Monday to Sunday...and his pure fun...

...whatever man shit happens...oh yeah, i was sleepin and Dad read my messages in my phone...double you tee hedge....yeah man shit happens....and when i woke up he was like "what only....you're still young and you got problems..."

...WAIT A MINUTE! YOU ASKED ME NICELY??? OMG!! THAT'S A LIE! YES A LIE! haha...SERIOUSLY, I STILL HAVEN DELETE ALL THOSE MESSAGES...and please lar, you were the one blabbering nonsense in the first place, blabber nonsense when asking how to solve an A maths question IS NOT equals to ASKING NICELY ! TOTALLY NOT! YOU DUN EVEN HAVE TO TAKE E MATHS TO KNOW THAT SIMPLE EQUATION....and yea, dun try to call urself a good muslim and stuff, i think God will vomit at ya if you tell him that directly.....and yeah, even a good muslim doesnt start talking crap when they want to ask for help.....JESUS!! what the hell?

..............YEAH MAN SHIT HAPPENS.............

Its gonna be a boring day today=).....Ill blog again later...

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Aaaah!! ahhh....the feeling of typing the keyboards again....

........A lot of shit had happened for one week. Nowadays i kinda spent a lot of time with my old buds especially amir, faris....the rest won't mind...for now i guess..

...Ahh..'ve been going to somewhere with Amir on Mondays and Wednesdays...Shhh..you're not suppose to know...

...Ahah, got back into soccer haha, 've been playing on every tuesdays and thursdays...skills haven rust...(cheh)

....walao....problems arised...but Im not the only one whose gonna counter it...

...FUCK....you didnt even bother about that special day...four months in a row baby, wonderful....didnt even wish or anything..i purposely ignored so that i can see how you'll react...

...Crap....need to think of a lot of masterplans.......

........Shiate, Im sorry Anwar, but i'll get to it....

....Biaaatch, i also dun like to be look down upon, get ready for the worst. I've done a lot of worst things, wanna see it repeated on you?This time I'm not alone...make the trouble double...

BRING IT ON!

IT'S OFFICIAL

Monday, February 16, 2009

IT'S OFFICIAL! I AM GOIN TO FAIL MY UPCOMING A MATHS TEST COZ I DUN WANA FUCKIN STUDY FOR IT AND I AM FUCKING LAZY TO STUDY AND IF ANY TEACHERS WANNA CALL MY PARENTS, BRING IT ON BITCHES!

Aniwaes, sorry Anwar, but i'll have to postpone the post about you to tomorrow or the day after, depends on my effin mood=)

Sunday, February 15, 2009

GET WELL SOON SAYANG!!!! =)

Yesterday, went to the stadium with Amir, Faris and Wei Xiong....

..Ran....

...After all that, we went to Woodlands Point coz WeiXiong wanna return his Macdonald's uniform.... then me and Wei Xiong went to CWP....

....saw a lot of people.....

....walked back home and reached at 9pm.......

You should know that....

Saturday, February 14, 2009

To fellow people who claims that they are, "faithful" to their religion, you shouldn't celebrate Valentine's day

.cause its haram
.cause it's actually someone's deathday and they celebrated it
.it's ok to wish
.treat it like a normal day.
.go out if your bored...

...Yes, im bored at home now, my fam all went out to a wedding and i chose not to follow coz i'll be very bored.

..It's either I'll be going out with Zhafri later or go to the stadium to run with Safwan and all.....Can't go out with Sayang coz she's not free=(......

Anyone who wants to go anywhere plz invite me......

Friends =)

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Warning! Long post about me and my best friends...

I have to admit, for the past few days this week, I've been having fun with my "old" friends..It just feels good to hear those dumb jokes again and be laughing with them again...

Yesterday, 11th Feb 2009.....I was desperately looking for questions, which were coming out in the Geography test. And when I knew all, I don't even bother to read that textbook of mine. I just procastinated. Oh, and shared with Rey some of the questions(you owe me one now...)...
...That night, I was like, "Should i study?Maybe tomorrow morning..."
...Coincidentally, Rey asked me to study with her on the next morning(which was this morning-.-)......at 6.15 Am.........I was like,"Okay".....
...So that night, I slept, half-worried.....

This morning, 12 Feb 2009....I woke up at 5 Am(as usual)....Got ready for school and set off at 6Am......
...When I reached school, SOMEBODY wasn't there, SOMEBODY said that she's gonna come at 6.15 but it's kay, got used to this stuff.
...So, I didn't bother to study yet, I wasn't in the mood. So i waited for Rey.....and there she comes....at 6.40AM......WOAH!!! LATE....
...SO studied with her for a short while, and later Zubair came and I clarified with him about the questions. I was like smiling for that day....still worried though...

...Assembly....some crap, but funny though....*clock ticking*.....Home Period...ARRGGHH!! Nagging, but got used to it....*clock ticking*....Social Studies...didn't bring book but I got through it....*clock ticking*....Recess...hahaha, discuss with one my best buds, Amir.....haha...*clock ticking*...English...Me, Amir Nabil and Wesley thought of skipping it but failed....*clock ticking*....GEOGRAPHY!.....great, time to face my fears.....

...Got back to class, sat down and got the question paper and started...
1st question was like identify the forest then compare the main features....Haha, my heart laughed...expected it already...2nd question was like adaptations of mangrove...Haha again, expected that again...3rd question, how are forest blablabla to the ecosystem...FUCK EASY HELL YEA! wrote down everything Mr Kheng gave us yesterday(thanks Mr Kheng i love you as a student)...haha, 7 marks has been secured...overall, i think I'll just pass. I won't get an 'A'....when the paper was over, me And Amir were like "Hi-5(ing)" , " fuck yea", "we know this were coming out yo" haha...

...Lunch break, went to 4E5 and taught Sham how to play "My Heroine" by Silverstein. Then like 10 mins later, Daniel came in. I told him to play "Fuck A Dog" by Blink-182 and I sang to it, and he was like laughing all the way...haha...he then taught me how to play that song...

...Then Mother Tongue, then school was over. I went down to the library to support my fellow friends who were in the "I Love My Library" competition. Then at 3.30, left off with Zubair to Causeway Point. He wants me accompany him to buy the wristband like mine...YEA!....Aniwaes, saw Rey, Rhina, Atiqah (Akak) and Haziqah there. Then after we bought it, we walked back home, Zubair walked back home but I walked to Admiralty, then walked to school bus stop.

...At the bus stop, saw Amir and Faris and whaddya know? I board the bus with them and went to Causeway Point...AGAIN...haha, some of you might think that I'm crazy but I was just trying to spent time with them and for old time's sake. Aniwaes in the bus, i sat next to Sayang (happy face) and alighted at Cwp..

....Didnt do much there, just walked around for a while, then went back home( Thanks guys for at least walking with me for a while)...

...Hmmmm...My old friends....best friends.........

The one thing that I want, that would make me fucking happy, is to play soccer under a void deck, just like old times, with you guys....(Me, Safwan, Hazmie, Faris, Amir, Azri, Sham and Kamarul)....=)

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Now...I've got to balance two group of friends..best friends...

..one group is the one which makes me feel i can be somebody..

...the other group makes me wanna laugh and haf fun just like old times....

...aniwaes, played a little bit of soccer just now. It was fun. My defending skills didn't rust....haha.....To Safwan," Dude, The Worm is back...hehehe"

....aniwaes, something i did that irritated someone...." Muhsin ajar aku Muhsin...MUHSIN!!!...*tarik dia, tolak dia, sepak dia...*("Muhsin teach me Muhsin...MUHSIN!!!...*pull him, push him, slap him*....

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I've said this before, and I'll say it again, BLINK-182 IS BACK!!!!!

At the Grammy's......Tom Delonge, Mark Hoppus and Travis Barker walks to the stage...

...Travis Barker," We used to play music together....and now we're gonna play music again..."

Mark Hoppus adds in," Blink-182 is back..."

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!

....aniwaes...hmmm....i need to plan something....

Monday, February 9, 2009

To the guy who invented the "scrapbook"

: Dude, i regretted it coz it made 3 effin wounds at my.......

.....and makes my left knee damn weak........................

Aaaahh...

Sunday, February 8, 2009

I realised that i've overreacted and make things a bit worse...(oversensitive bastard)

Nvm! Tmr school, cant wait!!! Can feel it in my underwear.....

WHAT THE FUCK?????????!!!!!!!!

AAARRRRGGGHHH!!!!

BLINK-182 ARE GOING TO REUNITE!! YES!! IT WAS I WHO FOUND OUT ABOUT THIS AND DUN TRUST ANY OTHER ASSHOLES WHO CLAIMS THAT THEY FOUND OUT BOUT IT THEMSELVES. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG SO HAPPY(still angry though)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I realised that, one's problem can be contagious....

aniwaes..............

THANKS SCRAPBOOK!!! FOR MAKING ME NOT ANGRY WHEN IM GOING TO BE ANGRY!!! ^^ ILY SCRAPBOOK!!!!

THANKS A LOT...GUYS...SERIOUSLY=)

Saturday, February 7, 2009

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!

ARRRRRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Today was like a day of no regrets. HAHAHAHA!!!...Went to Mendaki and shared with the gang my situation...(gang, consists of Safwan, Nabil, Shafiq, Faris and two other guys)....AND I GOT ADVICES,AND HELP! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Sorry bout the laughs, I just drank two cans of red-bull...TOOOOOOO much sugar.....(please dun amputate my legs, i love them....HAHAHA!!!)

Safwan gave me a lot of advice, which was like damn funny haha, made me fuckin laugh.....the one which was the most funny one went like, Safwan says: Amir told me,"........................."..........
OH- EM- GEE! WHOOPS, that's case-sensitive, I can't reveal to you guys what Safwan said to me...
Then I asked Nabil for help, help me do something....OMG!!! Sinister minds...HAHA!! Case-sensitive again, can't reveal it to you guys...

MOST IMPORTANTLY, A THOUSAND THANKS TO MY BUDDY HERE, ZHAFRI!
FOR TELLING ME ABOUT IT, OR I WOULD BE SOME DUMB SHIT NOT KNOWING ANYTHING, AND THANKS AGAIN FOR SHARING SOME FROM YOUR "SCRAPBOOK".

AND NOT TO FORGET, MUHD TOO, FOR TELLING ME..........

Aniwaes, today went to tuition( Mendaki ), then went to Faris's house with Shafiq. Then went to the stadium and met up Amir and Safwan and Azizul. Ran at the stadium. Walked to the place near Faris's house. Drank redbull. Went back home(7+, whole day i go out sia).....Bought another redbull. 9+, BLOGGING FOR HYPOCRITES, DUMBSHITS, WHATEVER......10+, admire the scrapbook....

..................................WHAT DA FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........................HUH?

Friday, February 6, 2009

Im fuckin writing a fuckin post again today coz i fuckin feel like i've got nothing else to do rather than fuckin screaming inside my fuckin house. And a lot of fucking things happened that had fuckin hit the fuckin nail inside my fuckin head and i fuckin duno what to fuckin do about it but just fuckin type fuckin words on the fuckin keyboard right now coz thats the only fuckin thing i can fuckin do right now to fuckin relieve myself.

FUCK LAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No one fuckin understands me.....=(

What?.....

This is ...

He woke up from a sleep. A sleep, after a choice he made. A choice, which makes that night different from other nights.

He had to carry out this "test", so that he could find out something. He felt like he regretted making the choice. A worried face was made for the whole morning. The boy's father, somehow, realises that something was disturbing him in his mind. So, the father asked him, "Son, is there something wrong?"

"Nothing Dad", replied the boy. He's too shy to tell his dad.
"You know you can share with me anything."
"It's nothing, seriously"
"Are you thinking of getting married?" joked the dad.

What the hell dad? thought the son.

The boy left for school. A short walking distance from his house. On his way, he passed by a bus-stop, and stopped by to remember of those times..but things had changed.

He kept on walking, until he reached school. He will always go to the table in the canteen and meet up with his other friends. He stays there until it was time for all the students to assemble. Everyone would gather at the quadrangle. He usually sits in front of his class due to some position he holds. The usual thing happens; read a book, flag-raising, return to class.

In class, his seat was at the end of the classroom. Haizz...Shit.....thought the boy. He prepared for the next lesson.

Time passed so on and so forth. He had an objective in mind today. The so-called, "test". The boy's eyes looks at anyone who walks pass his class; looking for someone in particular. Nope, maybe I've missed, thought the boy.

Recess....Finally, the boy's favourite period. He sat down with his best friends at the canteen. Had a chat. No one really seems to know about the boy, and the problem he has, which troubles his mind. Who cares right? No one really gives a damn about me, especially...the boy's thoughts were disrupted as a prefect told him that recess was over.

Next lesson was English, usually, the boy and his 3 other friends would come late for English(around 20 mins late), but however, there was an anomaly today. In the end, the 4 boys, were released 15 mins earlier...due to special reasons....

The class activity....A time for me to cheer up, I guess...thought the boy. The activity was called "Lo Hei"........this wasnt the first time the boy did this...

....At the end of school, the boy met up with his other best friends and headed to the mosque, for Friday prayers.

...At the mosque, one of his best friends told the boy about his encounter with some person. The boy was shocked to hear what his best friend told him. I trust him, he wouldn't lie to me, the boy thought.
" Argh, fuck it!" the boy said.
" people nowadays, suck!" the best friend said...

....After hearing that, the boy felt like he wasn't in the mood to do anything. He just feels like........he can't explain..........How can this be?.....he knew that results like this would happen if he carries out this test....but the result really broke his spirit...into bits...and pieces....He felt like he was an unprioritised, pathetic, piece of shit. Even shit was better than him.

....The boy returns back to school for CCA....

...there, another one of his best friends, told him about what happened yesterday, something related to the same person....

"Walao..." said the boy, sadly"
"hey you okay?" asked his best friend...

...After hearing that, he walked to somewhere where he can be alone. The previous result broke his spirit, but this one, broke him into tears. He couldnt resist it. But, it's all part of the test he chose to carry out, terrifying results...

...At the end of the day, the boy walks back home....wondering....

Lol...some story....Aniwaes, tmr I got tuition then, Ima go to a fren's house do Amaths then go to the stadium with a lot of frens a work out over there....TARGET FOR 2.4 KM (ACTUAL) .....TOP 20!!!!!............

......

Thursday, February 5, 2009

........

Pathetic,
Ordinary,
Boring,
Oversensitive,
Self-centred,
Hypocrite,
Fuck You =).....

.................................

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Haha, now i dun see the point in my life if i be nice to people, the good thing that i get is only like 10 mins(i think less) of what i've wanted to happen.

Conclusion: NOTHING GOOD EVER HAPPENS WHEN I'VE BEEN NICE TO A LOT OF PEOPLE FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS, SO NOW I SHALL RETURN TO MY OTHER SELF...SPAMMING VULGARITIES...TEARING LIVES FROM THE INSIDE....BACKSTAB....LAUGH LIKE A HYENA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( LOLS JOKING ONLY ABOUT TEARING LIVES AND BACKSTABBING)

GOOD THINGS I DID TODAY:
1. Wrote for Zhafri a 300-word essay to spare his ass
2. NOTHING ELSE

Today, some incident spoiled my day and shifted my mood but I got over with it...=)

Lols...just now Muhd almost left my phone in his class....CHIBAI.....

...Lols, recently I've been begging people for money. Coz i am Now officialy P.O.K.A.I or B.R.O.K.E ......coz I've played a game with my dad which was truth or dare. Then my Dad dared me to go to school for this week without money...or Im not MAN....so i accept it. Now Im suffering.......haha....Guys, heed my advice, next time, don't play with your Dads......listen to me or else you'll be writing a 300 word essay for not bringing thermometer....LOLS

Aniwaes, after hearing my blog song, Zhafri decided that we play "OCEAN AVENUE" WOW!!! haha...............

WEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

WEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ME TIREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAY 1 OF BEING NICE

Monday, February 2, 2009

YES! TODAY'S MISSION : SUCCESS!!!!

I was nice to everyone whom i talked to,
The vulgarity rate for today was 0%,
And It feels GOOD to be nice...

....To passer-by,
My acoustic guitar is a TGM, her name's Sally,
My electric guitar is some old brand which is 2 generations old (I inherited it from my uncle, who inherited it from his father!)....the guitar's name is Jack....
My classical guitar is a Yamaha, his name's Adam....that's all....

Aniwaes....there has been a lot of passer-by(s) lately. I've been to people's blog and i see their tagbox and there will be like 'passer-by' and/or 'passer-by2'......LOLS

The last day of January

Sunday, February 1, 2009

The last day of January.....how did I spend it?...

....Went out with Muhd, Muzakir, Aziz, Amir and Faris to City Hall and walked around..

...Then went to Suntec City...

....Then took photos at the Flyer....

...Then walk past Esplanade....

....Then back home.....

Spent only $2(good job)....walked in between places.....

Conclusion: A lot of fun, but very tiring...

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK AZIZ FOR CUTTING THE $900+ DEBT THAT I OWE HIM BY $400...
THANKS MAN ILY AS A FREN...

......I may not always be perfect.....But I'll always try.....

I'm not here to judge you,
I'm just here to tell you what you have done wrong.
Beautiful girl looking her best, takes off a towel,
Puts on a dress.
Fixes her hair to look good for someone.
Waits in a car to go to a motel.
...to a motel.

I may not always be perfect.
But I'll always try.
Will you say your prayers, just to be honest with yourself?
Will you save your soul? Is this what you wanted all along?
Husband can't bear to just lie to himself.
Stock market falls and he loses it all,
He sleeps alone for the third time this week.
He's become numb, he just wants this to be.

I may not always be perfect.
But I'll always try.
Will you say your prayers, just to be honest with yourself?
Will you save your soul? Is this what you wanted all along?

Blood on the floor.
What have you done?
Heart in your hands.
What have you done?

I may not always be perfect.
But I'll always try.
Will you say your prayers, just to be honest with yourself?
Will you save your soul? Is this what you wanted all along?

Beautiful girl sleeps by herself.
Half the bed's cold, she knows it's her fault.
She's given in and admitted defeat.
She'll be fine.