Ouh crap. They're gonna start a war, for real.

I'll just help make things worst=)

Don't blame me,
it's just the way it has to be...

Anyway, 4Eureka2 won 1st place for noticeboard and 2nd place for poster.

I'm really proud of the team for the noticeboard. We worked until 12 midnight on the other day and this is what we get. 1st place.

I hate that feeling, the one that comes and goes.
It gets more heavier for my lungs to hold
everytime I breathe through my nose
I should have listened when I was told..


Sometimes I wonder why I'm still waiting..

Something
Escape The Fate

So now you're running
It's hard to see clearly
When I make you angry
You're stuck in the past

And now you're screaming
So can you forgive me?
I've treated you badly
But I am still here

Sometimes I wonder
Why I'm still waiting
Sometimes I'm shaking
That's how you make me
Sometimes I question
Why I'm still here
Sometimes I think I am going crazy

Can you help me understand?
And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
(Something to somebody else 2x)

You look at me through clouded eyes
I know you see through my lies
See the sky, see the stars
All of this could be ours
Out of sight, out of mind
We've been through this a thousand times
Turn your back and then you make me feel so crazy

Can you help me understand?
And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else

You know I would wait forever
Yes, I would wait (I would wait)

You know I would wait forever
Yes, I would wait

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else

And I'm the one that should mean something
But still you wish that you meant something to somebody else
Something to somebody else, something to somebody else.

Waking the demon damn feeling sia...


Breathe for me,
don't wake me from this slumber
Stay with me,
possession taking over

WAKING THE DEMON!

yea, forget it..

24 July 2009


"Ehk Azri, nanti kau le gi jam ngan aku ke tak?" Nazme...

Woke up at 5 am. Got ready and dad sent me to Azri Syazwan's house. Took everything we wanted and stuffed it into the car.
Drove to school with azri.s, nabil, azizul,amir and faris.

reached at like 6.45? changed in class. Had a bad feeling about today. Ignored that feeling.

Everything went pretty fine, took pictures with people. Had lots of laughs.

At 11 plus, the whole mood changes. A sudden wave of numbness swept through my body. Too tired.
Gave everyone fake, weak smiles.
Both knees were screaming in pain everytime I stand. No choice. Die die, must still use them. It always come and go nowadays.

12.30..ah! finally. I had to go home first to put my stuff. Told the other boys to go off first. I promised them that I'll watch Harry Potter with them even though I've watched it like three times.

Lying in bed, text messages(to amir):
"Jadi korang tengok lepas solat ke pe?"
"Entah, nanti aku confirm ngan ko lagi"

After that message, took a nap for a while. It was 1.10 am. Got out of my house. Walked past school, heading to admiralty. Along the way, spotted safwan, izwan and arifin on the other side of the road.

"Oi Azri! Tak gi solat?"
"Nak gi ah ni"
"Sempat ke?"
"entah"

I continued to walk. He was right, I couldn't make it. While walking,
text messages(to nabil):
"korang lepas solat pegi mane"
"gi tengok harry potter"
"aku nak lepak ah"
"kat mane?"
"entah, oklah takpe"

I've got no mood go solat. Almost reaching admiralty then I remembered, "Ehk Azri, nanti kau le gi jam ngan aku ke tak?"

"Hello Nazme? Ko kat mane?"
"Kat block 720 ngan din, tengah tunggu untuk fuad"
"Kk aku otw."

Smiles. At admiralty. Wesley saw me.

"You not going prayers eh?"
"No lar lazy ah! Going jamming"
"With who?"

Shut up, no mood to talk.

Upon reaching the rendezvous point. Widest smile I've ever made..the time now? 1.45 pm.

to be continued, maybe. See first..

waiting..waiting...come on give me a better story...

i almost lost my sanity today..

thanks to a new book.

the more i indulged myself in it, the more it interests me....

..cant wait for the next chapter..

I was fasting today...'Tak tempted pun'.........hahaha success.

I hate to see him being an idiot.

I'll be your friend. Laugh along with you.
Once you make a wrong move...you've caught a glimpse on what could have happen, haven't you...

i sense great times ahead. yesterday we almost made great music. more will come. smile people

This morning's Mendaki tuition was awesome!

Recess.

I took out my curry puffs. Safwan and Nabil snatched them and ate them. Luckily I got one of them.

When we sat on the table. Faris went to buy drinks. And he's got food...

When he sat at the table...

Nabil: Mmmmm...nice hairstyle you got there...What's that?
Faris: Ouh, it's bread spread with chocolate...
Nabil: Can I have a bite?
Faris: Sure sure..
Safwan: Can I have a bite too?
Faris: Sure sure
Safwan: And when I say that, i mean 2 bites.
All: Hahahahahahaahahahaha
Nabil: Can I have a bite three?
All: hahahahahahahaha

A few moments later...

Me: Mmmmm Faris your drink looks nice, can I have a sip?
All: Hahahahahahahaha
Safwan: Can I have a sip too?
All: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

About 4 months ago at Mendaki....Failed rap by Safwan and Nabil....

Safwan: We're brothers in the hood
Nabil: (like an extra) Yeah Yeah
Safwan: We eat people for the food..

I like it. Everything that I've gone through. It's killing me. I love it.
Wee.
My friend is a gay. And he has been touching my classmates.
Unfortunately I'm a victim too.

Weee

Saturday. Some peeps from 4E2 are gonna jam. We're making a song for our teachers. Shhh. It's a surprise. Ooops I blew it. Weee.

Im not me no more weeeeeeeeeee....CHANGES....weeeee....im so alive on a dead night....

My short black friend is an asshole but it's fine haha =)

There was an incident today.

There was this some early 50s old man trying to piss us off and get us into trouble.

And I WAS PURELY INNOCENT. I didn't play soccer.

But I think that Me, Safwan, Zul and Firdaus owned him just now.


I bet that he's coming back to get us in school on Monday.

But I think by then, I've already prepared a script on criticizing him.


I HOPE YOU GET FIRED OLD MAN!....


Dammit, I got a lot of things to worry about. A lot.

A group of people. A person's random act. And what to do next.

Things are becoming complicated. I'll finish it. One way, or no other. Huh?

Dude, I've helped cut like 5 mins of hell for you by deleting them.

You're Welcome!

Still not happy? Fine!

And to some people, NO im not interested with you-know-who. Get that into your heads.


Smooth Criminal
Michael Jackson

As He Came Into The Window
It Was The Sound Of A
Crescendo
He Came Into Her Apartment
He Left The Bloodstains On
The Carpet
She Ran Underneath The Table
He Could See She Was Unable
So She Ran Into The Bedroom
She Was Struck Down, It Was
Her Doom

Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok, Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok, Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok, Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok, Are You Ok, Annie

(Annie Are You Ok)
(Will You Tell Us That You're
Ok)
(There's A Sign In The
Window)
(That He Struck You-A
Crescendo Annie)
(He Came Into Your
Apartment)
(He Left The Bloodstains On
The Carpet)
(Then You Ran Into The
Bedroom)
(You Were Struck Down)
(It Was Your Doom)

Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok Annie
You've Been Hit By
You've Been Hit By-
A Smooth Criminal

So They Came Into The
Outway
It Was Sunday-What A Black
Day
Mouth To Mouth Resus-
Citation
Sounding Heartbeats-
Intimidations

Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok Annie

(Annie Are You Ok)
(Will You Tell Us That You're
Ok)
(There's A Sign In The
Window)
(That He Struck You-A
Crescendo Annie)
(He Came Into Your
Apartment)
(He Left The Bloodstains On The Carpet)
(Then You Ran Into The
Bedroom)
(You Were Struck Down)
(It Was Your Doom)

(Annie Are You Ok)
(So, Annie Are You Ok)
(Are You Ok Annie)
(You've Been Hit By)
(You've Been Struck By-
A Smooth Criminal)

Okay, I Want Everybody To
Clear The Area Right Now!

Aaow!
(Annie Are You Ok)
I Don't Know!
(Will You Tell Us, That
You're Ok)
I Don't Know!
(There's A Sign In The
Window)
I Don't Know!
(That He Struck You-A
Crescendo Annie)
I Don't Know!
(He Came Into Your
Apartment)
I Don't Know!
(Left Bloodstains On The
Carpet)
I Don't Know Why Baby!
(Then You Ran Into The
Bedroom)
I Don't Know!
(You Were Struck Down)
(It Was Your Doom-Annie!)
(Annie Are You Ok)
Dad Gone It-Baby!
(Will You Tell Us, That
You're Ok)
Dad Gone It-Baby!
(There's A Sign In The
Window)
Dad Gone It-Baby!
(That He Struck You-A
Crescendo Annie)
Hoo! Hoo!
(He Came Into Your
Apartment)
Dad Gone It!
(Left Bloodstains On The
Carpet)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
(Then You Ran Into The
Bedroom)
Doggone It!
(You Were Struck Down)
(It Was Your Doom-Annie!)
Aaow!!!

Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok Annie
You've Been Hit By
You've Been Hit By-
A Smooth Criminal

AAOW!

omg i hate this feeling...

maybe i do need some help.