Woah, back on blogger after a long time :O

I'm surprised at how much I've grown over the past few years..

Mature but yet still emotionally weak.
Emotions are funny things.

There's a promise I hold on to, which involves a special person. You know who you are. I'm gonna do anything to keep that promise. 1st of all, don't be jealous.

From past experiences, jealousy was a huge problem. I think it still is for me. So I'm trying hard to get rid myself of this. It's the best and safe way.

There's really a lot of things I want to talk about, especially with her. Tell her how I miss her, how much I love her. See her smile, that smile :')

We used to talk almost all the time, meet some of the time. However things are different now.

You're talking to your friends most of the time, busy with stuff and things like that. It's okay. I'm completely okay. :)

Cause it's a start for me to change for the better.

God, I wanna say so many things.

And dear God, I'm sorry that I haven't been close to You as well. Maybe this is all a test from You to make me realize that You're much more important. I really hope I'll remember that from now onwards..