Things I've wasted in January.....

1. $200 (i feel like crying...)
2. My time doing nothing (i feel like slapping myself)
3. My breath, scolding vulgarities, laughing like a mad dog
4. My Life

Ahhh..February coming in.....Im smelling it......things i wanna do for the better.....

1. Save money
2. Plan my time for schoolwork
3. Don't scold vulgarities and laugh less
4. Spend more time with family and friends...

........... 5. And set a test for you....so i can find out............

.................................FIN................................................

Hey, If you got a effin problem, just tell it straight to the face.

Don't give

1. Subliminal Messages
2. Hints
3. Or anything.

Cause, this proves that, U're stupid

Hey if you ever need anything or need to arise something which is somewhat important, OPEN THAT MOUTH OF YOURS AND ASK/DISCUSS.

COZ ITS GONA BE UR EFFIN FAULT IF THINGS DUN GO THE WAY YOU WANT IT TO BE ALL BCOZ U DIDNT SHOW CONCERN ABOUT IT. SO DUN BLAME ME WHEN THE BAD NEWS COMES...

...I AM SICK AND TIRED OF BEING EXPECTED TO THINK OF WHAT YOU'RE THINKING OR WHAT THE PROBLEM IS HERE. KAY?.......

...for all of this time now, it totally contradicts the reason of why i got you that and placed it at that spot. im not angry or anything. just wanna let you know....

I feel so lousy today, I don't know why. I feel that something is amiss and fading away......

....What is it? WHAT IS IT???? I don't know......maybe the answer is in this song....maybe not....

...Aniwaes i've checked out the new video for this song...AND TO MY DISMAY, IT HAS NO LINK TO THE SONG AT ALL.......but at least they are cool....and they make me laugh.....

Seduction
Alesana

Where Myth Fades To Legends

Sunlight warms my face only in dreams of you
I know you'll wait for me... it's been too long
Beautiful eyes. beautiful lies to dull the pain
Beautiful eyes, beautiful lies... you're killing me
I would wait for years just to feel you again
I will die without you... would you my love?
Beautiful eyes, beautiful lies pour from your mouth as
You scream his name... you're killing me

Cries escape your sweet voice as I kiss you one last time
... One last time...
Do you remember me and our beautiful affair?
Look in my eyes and honestly tell me our love is gone!
Why have you turned your back on me?
One day you'll wake up and realize your mistake

Ice runs through my veins as I stand face to face with
The one who stole it all
Compassion is not an option

Cries escape your sweet voice as I kiss you one last time
... One last time...
Do you remember me and our beautiful affair?
Look in my eyes and honestly tell me our love is gone!
Why have you turned your back on me?
One day you'll wake up
Realize your mistake!

In love we're one, inseparable, pathetic lust, thus we crumble
I saw your eyes, I wiped your tears, I waited for you...

Who do you see with your eyes shut tight?
Regret will be your bride
Goodbye...

Do you remember me and our beautiful affair?
Look in my eyes and honestly tell me our love is gone!
Why have you turned your back on me?
One day you'll wake and realize your mistake
Cries escape your sweet voice as I paint my own goodbye

.......don't you think so? it's gone......but i'm not giving up......

After all the fun I've had for the past few days, I suddenly felt like i had a sudden change of heart.

Now, i feel like i have to get back on with life and start working my ass so that i won't be left behind.

And talk to more people......

...Please check out this video on Nabil and Zhafri playing our song called 'Goodbye'......

......http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vVU4BUvZjaQ..............please leave a comment if you can, thank you.....

I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THAT THIS WEEK HAS BEEN NOTHING BUT PURE FUN....

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK

1) MY BAND - for BEING GREAT FRIENDS
2) MY FRIENDS - for BEING GREAT PPL
3) To ANYONE - who FEELS THEY DESERVE A THANKS!

here it goes.....THE ROOFTOP CHRONICLES...

(these are only the pics on CNY)

HEY YA!!! Made a band song today! HAHA! its at youtube called 'Goodbye' posted by codemaster221...........................................

.....I Totally Hate People

Who are

In the wrong but don't want to admit it..
...
Acts like a know it all but doesnt know a shit..
...
Erm, dissocialise when they know that you're socializing with them

AND I WOULD LIKE TO SAY, FUCK U ALL AND BURN IN HELL....

THIS SONG IS FOR UR MOM, ITS CALLED 'FUCK A DOG'...

..and to someone, happy enjoying fucking your duck....

....Think that just because Im a quiet person you think Im fucking weak is it?.....Ouh i geddit... just hang in there if you can, cause Im coming, to make your life miserable.....I'll show you what a lot things are there hidden behind an innocent idiotic face of this who looks like he ain't capable of doing shit.........Stop acting like some big fuck already.....

Fuck A Dog
Blink-182

I wanna fuck a dog in the ass,
He wants to fuck a dog in the ass,
I wanna fuck a dog
Thats right kids.

I tried to fuck your mom in the ass,
Tried to fuck your dad in the ass,
Could only find the dog,
And its ass.

We wanna fuck a dog in the ass,
We wanna fuck a dog in the ass,
We wanna fuck a dog.

I tried to fuck a fucking pirate in the ass,
Ar me an me first mate a scurvy cur,
Tried to fuck a fucking pirate,
But I found the dog.

We wanna fuck a dog in the ass,
We wanna fuck a dog in the ass,
We wanna fuck a dog,

Fuck you!

This is a two-side post.....

Hahaha....for the past few days, life is nothing but pure fun, i'm like having fun all the way with good friends; Me, Nab, Wes, Zhaf, Muzz, Shafiq, Muhd and Aziz....

....Great times, yup, with these people....but not really as great as those times with my old buds...haha...still remember it clearly that day i left you guys, for company, for fun, for freedom, for my passion, for my...i dunno what else to say....

Just wondering..how are you guys doing now? What is it like without me? What will life be right now if i didn't left you guys? Did i made a wrong move? I dunno.......

Im not too sure why i suddenly wrote this about you guys, maybe its because a good friend of mine just left, a friend who has been with me, for the first 2 years of my sec school life....then one day, his just...GONE.......

Nah im not angry or anything, Im just wondering that's all.

But my old buds..I would like to say, thanks, for all those times. Thanks for being there for me at certain times, thanks for all those soccer at a void deck under a block. Thanks for all those dumb jokes that made me laughed. Thanks for all those time, when we were angry at one another but solved it with a smile. Thanks for pushing us one another so that we moved on to greater things. Thanks for helping me get here, where i am now. Thanks for being friends....Best Friends......

...If at any point of time in your life, when you guys are wondering how i am now without you guys( which i know that most of you guys won't ) , I'm doing fine, a bit of problems over here and there, but I'm still OK.=)

..Just wondering what will life be like when i didn't left you guys on that day, will it still be the same? will it be happier? or will it be worst?....

But all i wanna say guys, is , THANKS, FOR THE MEMORIES.....

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!

Zhaf made a fucking awesome song, and we decided to name it, 'The Random' because it was so random, anyways, here are the lyrics!

The Random

Signing in and out from msn
staring at the laptop
chatting with my frens
then suddenly
Dunno wat telah happen
a screen popped out
THERE WAS FULL OF NAKED WOMAN
NAKED!
NAKED!
NAAAAAKED WOMAN
NAKED!
NAKED!
NAAAAAAKED WOMAN!
I DIDNT KNOW WAT TO DO..
THEN SUDDENLY
IT CAME OVER ME
N I WAAAAASSSS...
MASTUR!
MASTUR!
MASTUUUR!!
BATING!!
MASTUR!!!
MASTUR!!!
MASTUR!!!
BATING!!!!

THEN THERE
WAS CUM EVERYWHERE
I TRIED TO CLEAN IT
I EVEN
TRIED LICKING IT
BUT IT JUST WONT
GO AWAY
AWAY
IT JUST WONT GO AWAY
AWAY!

Haha, we got make a few more songs, just hang on ill post it tmr...

Be with your friends....spend more time with the distant ones.....be with them....FOREVER.......

ZHAF U GOT NO BALLS IN HALO MAN!!!!ALWAYS USE ROCKET LAUNCHER AT ASCENSION!!! COWARD!!! COWARD I TELL YOU!!!! PULO!!!!!

Aniwaes, sorry guys for not posting up the lyrics of the song well here ya go....

Give Me One Good Reason
Blink-182
Take Off Your Pants And Jacket

Mom and dad they quite don't understand it,
All the kids they laugh as if they planned it
Why do girls wanna pierce their nose,
And walk around in torn pantyhose, oh yeah

I like the kids who say they listen to the punk rock
I like the kids who fight against how they were brought up,
They hate the trends and think it's fucked to care,
It's cool when this piss people off with what they wear, oh yeah

So give me one good reason,
Why we need to be like them
Kids will have fun and offend,
They don't want and don't fit in

Hate the jocks and preps, the hippie fuckin' scum bags
Heavy metalers with their awful pussy hair bands
Counting seconds until we can get our way,
Ditching school almost every single day, oh yeah

So give me one good reason,
Why we need to be like them
Kids will have fun and offend,
They don't want to and don't fit in

So give me one good reason,
Why we need to be like them
Kids will have fun and offend,
They don't want to and don't fit in

BLINK YOUR EYES 182 TIMES!!!!!! = BLINK 182

GIVE ME ONE GOOD REASON!!!!!!!!!!

hi, i am happy=)..........and a lot of people are gonna feel ' wtf ' and i'll like to see their faces when they find out something very new(this only applies to certain ppl who knows something)...........

......and too that someone( you know who you are), You'll get it, for leaking it out......

FIN

've been thinking about it..........

.....aniwaes today i went to cwp for like 3 times in one day....

...bought ayu her pen......

and explore woodlands and marsiling.....

....bought Slipknot's All Hope Is Gone...........

........doing all this just to get my mind off these thoughts that are killing me.....

hi...............im tired....ever since this morning, i cant do my tuition exam properly, i cant think properly, i cant play my guitar properly, i cant lie down properly, i cant stand properly, i cant do a lot of things properly......feel so weak.....feel so suicidal......feel so "what the fuck".....if u know what i mean

aniwaes before i become tired again, this song is for zhafri who claims that "he is satan" which is totally not true bcoz i met satan a few days ago on tv wearing a tux.........WTH????

I Am Satan

by Paul Gilbert

Er 1,2,3,4,5,666!!!!

Hey Judy
Do you remember how we met
You say you'll never forget
'Cause you love me

Well I love you too
And I'm good for you
But I'm afraid to ruin our plans
When you find out who I am

I am satan
I rule darkness and fight off the day
I am satan
You may wanna run
But I hope you will stay
I am satan
This year's king of the underworld
But there's nothing I can do
And I'd feel oh so blue without you

Hey Judy
Can you imagine how I feel
Can't we try to make a deal
'Cause you love me

And I love you too
I'm so good for you
But will you condemn me to hell
When you know why I dance so well

I am satan
I rule darkness and fight off the day
I am satan
You may wanna run
But I hope you will stay
I am satan
This year's king of the underworld
But there's nothing I can do
And I'd feel oh so blue without you

You run as fast as you could go
You need not fear me I won't follow
You'll always have respect from me
Now what do I see
You're walking back to me

I am satan
I rule darkness and fight off the day
I am satan
You may wanna run
But I hope you will stay
I am satan
This year's king of the underworld
And there's so much we can do
So let's go to Disneyland together

I.........................................................WANA SLEEP K THX GDBYE HAVE A NICE NIGHT WATEVER....

NAH...................

MAKING A SONG...............AAAAAHHH!!!!

GIVE ME IDEAS.............

or talk to me....................HAIZ...............lonely..................................tired..........................................

CURRENTLY WONDERING HOW BADLY IM GONNA DO FOR PHY TMR!!!!

YEAH!!!! CHHEEEEEEBYEE!!!!!!!!!!

DUN STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TMR AFTER CIP GONA ROCK OUT A BIT................FUCK U!!!!!

cut my hair short today....very short..............CNY...HERE WE COME ROCKKIN.............

.......it's all that i can say....

Best Of Me
Sum 41

Underclass Hero

It's so hard to say that I'm sorry
I'll make everything alright

All these things that I've done
Now what have I become, and where'd I go wrong?
I don't mean to hurt just to put you first
I won't tell you lies
(I'm sorry)
I will stand accused
With my hand on my heart
I'm just trying to say

I'm sorry
It's all that I can say
You mean so much
And I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

I know that I can't take back all of the mistakes
But I will try
Although it's not easy
I know you believe me
Cause I would not lie
Don't believe their lies
Told from jealous eyes
They don't understand
(I'm sorry)
I won't break your heart
I won't bring you down
But I will have to say

I'm sorry
It's all that I can say
You mean so much
And I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

haha, TODAY, we are SUPPOSED to go to ZHAFRI'S HOUSE to play HALO 2, but NOOOOO, coz SOMEBODY tried to be an ASSHOLE and didnt let us go to HIS HOUSE............................................

......tmr we shall break through his front door and get into the house at all cost............

haha.............................aniwaes,it was a bit quieter day today coz someone didnt came...now i enjoy spending my lunch break in class so if u guys wana find me or stuff( which i know u wont) i'll be in my class doing my research on stuff...........................

....GET WELL SOON MR. SOMEONE....

FIN

after thinking about it, it was all nothing but wasted time....two months of free time...but no...not a single thing happen.....'ve been thinking bout it.........dun expect anything from me in seven days.....

ROCK ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(...i personally like the part before they sing....damn feeling...)

Pull Harder On The Strings Of Your Matyr
Trivium

Ascendancy

This face and lips tremble as it rips
Your breath quickening as heat rushes in

[Chorus]
Pull Harder Strings Martyr
Stop you cry that's a lie
Flush gasping white reddening
You smile and destroy it
It's time that we end this
It's our curse that make this world so hopeless
Allowing our king to spread his genocidal wings

Clawing the skin each kill your weakness
Annihilation your masturbation
Tyrant, I'll burn you down

[Chorus]
Pull Harder Strings Martyr
Stop you cry that's a lie
Flush gasping white reddening
You smile and destroy it
It's time that we end this
It's our curse that make this world so hopeless
Allowing our king to spread his genocidal wings
It's our curse that make this world so hopeless
Allowing our king to spread his genocidal wings
My hands grip your throat I need your end
Burned, Stalked, ripped apart - I avenge
For every life you have taken
I am here to repay
You ask me "oh god why?"
'Cause I'm god that's fucking why
For every life you have taken
I am here to repay

[Solo]

[Chorus]
Pull Harder Strings Martyr
Stop you cry that's a lie
Flush gasping white reddening
You smile and destroy it
It's time that we end this
It's our curse that make this world so hopeless
Allowing our king to spread his genocidal wings
It's our curse that make this world so hopeless
Allowing our king to spread his genocidal wings
It's our curse that make this world so hopeless
Allowing our king to spread his genocidal wings

Finally i'm very happy...i know where i want to head to....

Finish my 'O's.........get into Singapore poly and take up business with nabil. Wes and Zhaf will take up audio and music technology. then we are studying in the same building......

then when we graduate, zhaf will go to GIT (guitar institute of technology) then me and nab go open up a business and so on and so forth ..........

Tonight, im gonna start mugging......

FRIDAY JAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLAY WITH ME AND MY HEROINE!!!!

hey, the reedited version of the previous post...

GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE...

....and rey, u still owe me money...(censored)....

Seven Years

Saosin

Taking on seven years
That holy ghost had left alone

Test my arms, kick like crazy
And I've been trying way too long

Only pushed away off to fight you
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm not sure

Getting off my chest, the story ends

I WOULD FIND A WAY WITHOUT
(Tell him his eyes see too clear)
I WOULD FIND A WAY WITHOUT YOU
(Tell him his eyes see too clear)

THAT MISTAKE WAS GOLD
AND I KNOW that without you
It's something that I could never do

THAT WAS WHY STAPLE THE EYES AND
Seven dates for me to sell machines
And tear on

Seven years you assured me
That I'd be fine if I complied

Only pushed away off to fight you
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm not sure

Getting off my chest, the story ends

I WOULD FIND A WAY WITHOUT
(Tell him his eyes see too clear)
I WOULD FIND A WAY WITHOUT YOU
(Tell him his eyes see too clear)

THAT MISTAKE WAS GOLD
AND I KNOW that without you
It's something that I could never do

THAT WAS WHY STAPLE THE EYES AND
Seven dates for me to sell machines
And tear on

Sorry I'm Sorry I'm sorry
Don't treat me, I'm to blame
Don't treat me like I ever accused you

GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE...

....and rey, u still owe me money...chibai....

The Nameless
Slipknot

Vol 3: The Subliminal Verses

Pathetic (benign)
Accept it (undermine)
Your opinion (my justification)
Happy (safe)
Servant (caged)
Malice (Utter weakness)
No toleration
Invade (committed)
Enraged (admit it)
Don't condescend (don't even disagree)
Desire (decay)
Dissapoint (delay)
You've suffered then, now suffer unto me.

Obsession, take another look.
Remember, every chance you took.
Decide, either live with me
Or give up - any thought you had of being free

(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.

Anyone (NO) Anything (YES) Anyway (FALL)
Anybody (MINE) Anybody (TELL ME)
I want (YOU) I need (YOU) I'll have (YOU)
Or I won't LET ANYBODY HAVE YOU
Obey (ME) Believe (ME) Just trust (ME) Worship (ME) Live for (ME)
Be grateful (NOW) Be honest (NOW) Be precious (NOW) Be mine (JUST LOVE ME)

Possesion (feed my only vice)
confession (i wont tell you twice)
Decide - (either die for me)
Or give up - any thought you had of being free.

(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you.
(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.

(Yeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhhh)
Stay inside the hole, let me take control. (Dominate)
You were nothing more, you were something less (innocent)
Something has to give - something has to break (omnipresent)
Fingers on your skin, let my damage in
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT!

(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you (i wanted you)
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you. (was hurting you)
(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you (i wanted you)
(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.

You're mine (I know you are)
You're mine (I know you are)
YOU'RE MINE (I know you are)
YEEEEEAAAAAHHHH

today was AWESOME........had lots of fun........CHIBAI.......tell u more tmr.............CHIBAI....

HACK CARE....I SHULD HAVE FUN ALL THE WAY.........SO THIS SONG IS CALLED, 'I AM SATAN' BY PAUL GILBERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LIFE'S ABOUT FUN!!!

I Am Satan lyrics

by Paul Gilbert

Er 1,2,3,4,5,666!!!!

i don't like to socialise....................

except with the 9................only inside the 9..........................

i hate it....when ppl look at me when im doing things...

so i decided to buy a mask.....LOL.....FOR WHAT??? HAHA...but im angry and pissed about something or rather someone.....

now i duno where i belong...........

...............................Dead Memories..............btw its slipknot's new single.......................................

Dead Memories
Slipknot

All Hope Is Gone

Sitting in the dark,
I can't forget.
Even now,
I realize the time
I'll never get.
Another story
Of the Bitter Pills of Fate.
I can't go back again.
I can't go back again
But you asked me
To love you and I did.
Traded my emotions
For a contract to commit.
And when I got away,
I only got so far.
The Other Me Is Dead.
I hear his voice inside my head

We were never alive,
And we won't be born again.
But I'll never survive

With Dead Memories in my heart.

You told me to love you
And I did.
Tied my soul into a knot
And got me to submit.
So when I got away,
I only kept my scars.
The Other Me Is Gone.
Now I don't know where I belong

We were never alive,
And we won't be born again.
But I'll never survive

With Dead Memories in my heart.

Dead Visions in your Name.
Dead Fingers in my Veins.

Dead Memories in my Heart

SCHOOL'S GREAT SO FAR!! LIFE IS AWESOME!!!(WHICH ARE ALL TOTALLY NOT TRUE!)

Now, Fatass will be changed to fat
Skinny will be changed to Onion fairy
Fat will be fattummy
Horsey will be horsey

NOW LETS ENJOY THIS SONG ITS CALLED, 'I AM SATAN' HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!1

I Am Satan lyrics

by Paul Gilbert

Er 1,2,3,4,5,666!!!!

LIFE IS FANTASTICALLY AMAZINGLY SIMPLE!

"hey can i borrow ur holiday assignments?"

"sure, why not?"

" thanks man! ^^"

thats rite kids....its easy as ABC......

aniways...to skinny,"happy around 100 more days to the time of ur life!"

erm to fat...,"happy around 5 more months to the time of ur life!"

lolololololololololololololol.........................

just found out one thing, saosin is a screamo band....and saosin came from a chinese dialect which means caution.....and fatass change to sex on watermelons....fat still haven change to sex on a wah....he hasnt even update yet.....lol im bored

thats y im blabbering crap(which is totally not crap)....