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He woke up from a sleep. A sleep, after a choice he made. A choice, which makes that night different from other nights.
He had to carry out this "test", so that he could find out something. He felt like he regretted making the choice. A worried face was made for the whole morning. The boy's father, somehow, realises that something was disturbing him in his mind. So, the father asked him, "Son, is there something wrong?"
"Nothing Dad", replied the boy. He's too shy to tell his dad.
"You know you can share with me anything."
"It's nothing, seriously"
"Are you thinking of getting married?" joked the dad.
What the hell dad? thought the son.
The boy left for school. A short walking distance from his house. On his way, he passed by a bus-stop, and stopped by to remember of those times..but things had changed.
He kept on walking, until he reached school. He will always go to the table in the canteen and meet up with his other friends. He stays there until it was time for all the students to assemble. Everyone would gather at the quadrangle. He usually sits in front of his class due to some position he holds. The usual thing happens; read a book, flag-raising, return to class.
In class, his seat was at the end of the classroom. Haizz...Shit.....thought the boy. He prepared for the next lesson.
Time passed so on and so forth. He had an objective in mind today. The so-called, "test". The boy's eyes looks at anyone who walks pass his class; looking for someone in particular. Nope, maybe I've missed, thought the boy.
Recess....Finally, the boy's favourite period. He sat down with his best friends at the canteen. Had a chat. No one really seems to know about the boy, and the problem he has, which troubles his mind. Who cares right? No one really gives a damn about me, especially...the boy's thoughts were disrupted as a prefect told him that recess was over.
Next lesson was English, usually, the boy and his 3 other friends would come late for English(around 20 mins late), but however, there was an anomaly today. In the end, the 4 boys, were released 15 mins earlier...due to special reasons....
The class activity....A time for me to cheer up, I guess...thought the boy. The activity was called "Lo Hei"........this wasnt the first time the boy did this...
....At the end of school, the boy met up with his other best friends and headed to the mosque, for Friday prayers.
...At the mosque, one of his best friends told the boy about his encounter with some person. The boy was shocked to hear what his best friend told him. I trust him, he wouldn't lie to me, the boy thought.
" Argh, fuck it!" the boy said.
" people nowadays, suck!" the best friend said...
....After hearing that, the boy felt like he wasn't in the mood to do anything. He just feels like........he can't explain..........How can this be?.....he knew that results like this would happen if he carries out this test....but the result really broke his spirit...into bits...and pieces....He felt like he was an unprioritised, pathetic, piece of shit. Even shit was better than him.
....The boy returns back to school for CCA....
...there, another one of his best friends, told him about what happened yesterday, something related to the same person....
"Walao..." said the boy, sadly"
"hey you okay?" asked his best friend...
...After hearing that, he walked to somewhere where he can be alone. The previous result broke his spirit, but this one, broke him into tears. He couldnt resist it. But, it's all part of the test he chose to carry out, terrifying results...
...At the end of the day, the boy walks back home....wondering....
Lol...some story....Aniwaes, tmr I got tuition then, Ima go to a fren's house do Amaths then go to the stadium with a lot of frens a work out over there....TARGET FOR 2.4 KM (ACTUAL) .....TOP 20!!!!!............
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