Had English Orals just now and walked out the hall SMILING. Today was one of my BEST days ever!

SS was a killer....besides that, I love today...

It felt so wrong, It felt so right..........................BORED!!!

Today was English Paper..had a problem with it cause I felt lazy to do it.

I can't think properly. Too much to think about. Stuff like friends, 'O' levels, guitars, my future...my life.

First of all, ALL THE BEST ZHAF! For your future! Lol. Just don't regret your decision. Gonna miss you and your fats for a couple of years.

Next, I thought I know you. Why did you take it? Why did you do it? Wanna act cool is it? Ever since that day, I got a poor impression of you and nothing can erase those images in my memories..

Thirdly, thanks friends for being there in my life, actively or not, it doesnt matter. Every one plays a major role.

Fourth, I wanna listen to some soft,classical music to ease my mind. Can anyone introduce to me some?...

Fifth, I can NEVER go back to the way I used to be before this started.......huh? random...yup, it's from a song...lol

Lastly, to someone, don't be sensitive...

Hey, today was quite fun. Wanna read about it? Sorry but please go to Aziz's blog and read about it.

I'm super-exhausted. My mind's stressed from thoughts of certain things that you won't believe when you hear about it. No it's not ghosts...

Got to go now, I'm ultra-stressed....Nites and chills...

Don't pretend, you're not the one who's wrong!

You're keeping me sane when I'm feeling alone
I wield out my heart, my flesh and bones
Don't leave me to die by myself
I can't live without you..

Certain parts from Silverstein's 'You're All I Have'

This morning, I woke up from a beautiful dream. I kept smiling at the thought of it.

I've never been so scared in my life than ever before.

HEY! IVE LOST EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO DEAD!!!!!!!

...can't help it but time flies, fast. Sometimes I wished that....nvm...that was the past.

It's hard to accept certain things. It's hard to let go certain things. Great.

I've lost..
But that must not happen again..

Today, 4E2 lost the debates . And it's fine, I'm proud of them actually. To make it this far.

Tomorrow night study....

..I love life..

Haven't been blogging for 5 days now.

The Adam Khoo workshop was very AWESOME. I went through a lot of emotional breakdowns in the programme.

After the workshop, I've found a purpose in life. I MUST achieve it. I MUST be a...Im still not sure who I must be...

But hey, those who laughed at me, I'll be the one laughing back at you in the end. Just you wait...

For those who haven't been through it yet, be ready....

Anyway, this is a pretty nice song by Silverstein from their new album..

A Hero Loses Everyday
Silverstein

A Shipwreck In The Sand


Hey!
I've lost everything.
Now I've gotta find a way out.

Hey!
They keep asking me where I was when it was burning
There's no trying to explain.
They'll lock me up again.
Throw away the key.

The protagonist became the villain they disdain in every way

Hey!
I've lost everything.
But I'm gonna find a way out.

Hey!
Nothing is left for me expect melody and hatred
No evidence was found
They'll let me go for now
At least till tomorrow

And Hey!
When tomorrow brings the morning sun again
I'll be long gone
Now
As I drive away and leave the past behind
I think I'm dying.

It's so pathetic
I hate you so much but I still miss you.
Karma is hard to kill
When everything you do and say is all for
Remorse is hard to fake
When you only feel sorry for yourself

I'm coughing up my blood
It's filling up my lungs.
It's killing me.

Hey!
When tomorrow brings the morning sun again
I'll be long gone.
(I'll be long gone)
Dead!
Lying all around on this motel room floor
I know I'm dying
(I know I'm dying)

Hey! (Hey!)
I've lost everything
Now! (Now!)
I've still got to praise
Hey! (Hey!)
It's not that surprising
A hero loses everyday

Hey, today's school again. Normal stuff happen haha. Today stayed back after school until 6pm to teach Zhaf maths...and joke around with Shazrul, Kamarul and Muzakir.

Got back home and practiced songs. Practiced 'Red Light Pledge' by Silverstein and 'Hand Of Blood' by Bullet For My Valentine. Bits of the songs only...

I can see through the flames that the fire cleanses me,
Mind and soul, now the same
And my body guides the way
I can see through my tired eyes my sickness controls me
Deep inside, I know this is the mother of deceit

Tomorrow until Thursday I have this Adam Khoo workshop which is from 7.15AM until 9.30PM...
..Ima miss a lot of things in school. Im sure that its gona be great...

I've gone days without food
I've went weeks without sleep...
Keeping this in
I've got cuts that can't close
I've got wounds that won't heal
It's all your fault

Last time I listened to a song called 'Ice Box' by Omarion. Now, there's a band who made a cover of that song..AND IT'S AWESOME!....

Here goes something....nah Im not going to put that song yet..haiz

A lot of things had happened. And I want to perform..\m/ .....hell yea! \m/ \m/

Hey! When tomorrow brings the morning sun again
I'll be long gone
Now! As I drive away and leave the past behind
I think I'm dying..

Sorry random stuff, yes. Those are my favourite phrases from Silverstein's songs...

BYE! LIGHTS OUT!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

So much has happened in three days.

Thursday

Actualli nothing much happend on Thursday except for night study and stuff. Rey taught me differentiation and I taught her linear law in return( thanks Rey) . To that guy who told me to 'think about it' during the night study, sorry but my answer is a NO. Dude, do not ask me why.

Friday

Hmmm, went to Darul Makmur mosque with my Dad. After that, went for soccer with the soccer guys. IT RAINED HEAVILY. DAMN. AND I GOT BACK HOME SOAKING WET!!! ARGH ARGH!
At night, I downloaded all 4 Silverstein albums'....Coz it's cool....

Saturday

This morning woke up at 6am. Did prayers. Went for SS extra class at 8am. Mr. Roy was fmna;ofjpfhpgn as usual. Amir got so cold in the room that he had to borrow my hoodie and he had to like keep moving around and make weird noises. I smacked him, pretty hard, in his face. That was the 9th time.
After that, me and the soccer guys played soccer under the FREAKIN HOT SUN as it was 12 NOON, and we were all SOAKED in our own SWEAT, not rain. ARGH ARGH!
Now it's like 6.45pm. I'm going to the mosque later for some event.

Tmr at around 3pm, Me, Azri(the other Azri), Wei Xiong and Raymond will be meeting up to do the brochure thingy at Raymond's house.

And I came across this song..it reminds me when i was P5. It's called 'Toxic'. Yeah, that song's nice...but what happens when punk goes pop? And some band make a cover of that song.......
...WANNA HEAR A BRITNEY SPEARS' SONG TURNED INTO HARDCORE AND DAMN FEELING??!!! 'TOXIC' BY A STATIC LULLABY....

Toxic (Britney Spears cover)
A Static Lullaby
Punk Goes Pop 2


Baby, can't you see?
I'm calling
A gal like you should wear a warning
It's dangerous
I'm falling

There's no escape
I can't wait
I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You're dangerous
I'm loving it

TOO HIGH
CAN'T COME DOWN
LOSIN' MY HEAD
SPINNIN' 'ROUND AND 'ROUND
Do you feel me now?

With the taste of your lips I'm on a ride
YOU'RE TOXIC I'M SLIPPIN' UNDER
With the taste of the poison paradise
I'm addicted to you, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE TOXIC?
And I love what you do, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE TOXIC?

It's gettin' late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my Devil's cup
Slowly, it's taking over me

TOO HIGH
CAN'T COME DOWN
IT'S IN THE AIR AND IT'S ALL AROUND
Can you feel it now?

With the taste of your lips I'm on a ride
YOU'RE TOXIC I'M SLIPPIN' UNDER
With the taste of the poison paradise
I'm addicted to you, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE TOXIC?
And I love what you do, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE TOXIC?

With the taste of your lips I'm on a ride
YOU'RE TOXIC I'M SLIPPIN' UNDER
With the taste of the poison paradise
I'm addicted to you, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE TOXIC?

With the taste of your lips I'm on a ride
YOU'RE TOXIC I'M SLIPPIN' UNDER
With the taste of the poison paradise
I'm addicted to you, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE TOXIC?
And I love what you do, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE TOXIC?

GO!

STAPLED SHUT
INSIDE AN OUTSIDE WORLD AND I'M
SEALED IN TIGHT
BIZARRE BUT RIGHT AT HOME!

Lol...random....

Just got back home from soccer after a disastrous Chem SPA...

Now, what else am i doing? BLOGGING AH BODOH...haha no offence.
Tmr last day of school for the week.

Saturday must come back for Social Studies...ARGH

Tmr night study...i think before that i wanna go sleep first...

Now, i want to think of something....NAH, i want go study maths tmr got test....SHIT!

..................................................FINISHED............................

Just got back home for a while to change and stuff. Managed to find some time to use the computer for a while..ANIWAES, I'VE WON THE GUITAR CHALLENGE! I'VE BEATEN THOSE GUYS( ZHAFRI AND TIAN BOON) HAHA, i feel great....

Aniwaes later night study at school. AND nothing else to say...

Chills...

Hey there, today was quite a day. There's a guitar challenge tomorrow so yeah, i'll be practicing whole night tonight. Nites

Songs that I'll be playing tomorrow..I can't tell, or else someone will cheat...lololol

Confirm I'll lose tmr....me vs. Zhaf and Tian Boon.....confirm i kena trashing....

Hey guys! As requested from the man himself, today's post is about Khairul Anwar!


Khairul Anwar bin Sharifudden


The Damned Nation - Lead Vocals (2008)
The Zenith - Lead Vocals (2009 - ?)
Loves to sing
Can talk up to 9 different accents - British, Thai, Japanese etc..
Loves to have fun
Draws really well...
My best friend for 6 years now and still going on...



And fly....



and rock it out...



and last but not least, OWNS A LAMBORGHINI!

So thats all folks!

Yes, I present tou, part of all the pics I have on Zhaf!.....hihiXD!

Hey, today had fun.

At M.I.N.D.S especially.

I had plenty of fun.

I need to....sdhfsmpp;...

Im bored...

Currently blogging from Azri's house, duh not me, the other Azri....with Amir and Faris....lol, i try to get pics. We just finished playing Rockband....and it#s friggin tiring...drums especially.
Just now I had to like sing and play guitar at the same time. It wasnt that bad haha.

Maybe after this we're goin CWP. Maybe...who knows..

I'll be bloggin again..soon...

until then...

Woke up healthier today than yesterday. Thank god. Later on I'll be heading on to Azri Syazwan's house to do work and play the keyboard.
I seriously fell in love with the piano...
..Chills...
(I'll be blogging again later)

Any peeps who are reading this and you're online now, add me at grim_reaper_azri@hotmail.com..thanks..