Away
until whenever. Don't bother.
just now night study was awesome! They surprised me and got me a birthday cake. I'm touched. I am a nobody and they are doing this to me. OMG! Thanks guys and girls. Love you people. Tonight will be a memorable night for me. BEST NIGHT.
To make a difference, I need to make move.
I'll be gone when the morning comes.
A lot can of people can't understand what it means... HEE HEE!too many things going on...
harder than you know
escape the fate
You said this could only get better.
There's no rush, 'cause we have each other.
You said this would last forever,
But now I doubt if I was your only lover.
Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same.
'Cause I'm not over you
Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know.
'Cause girl your driving me so crazy
How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I'll go away.
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain!
So where's the fire?
You've begun the rain.
Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'Cause I'm not over you!
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)
And if you don't want me then
I guess I'll hav'ta go!
Not loving you is harder then you know.
YEAH!
So I'll make the call,
And I'll leave you today
I'm gona miss you 'cause I love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today
Leaving always drives me crazy!
Leaving always drives me crazy!
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,
YEAH!
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go (I'm tring to let go)
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)
And if you don't want me then
I guess I'll havt'a go! (I guess I'll hav'ta go)
Not loving you is harder then you know
(Girl your driving me so crazy)
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder, then you know,
Girl your driving me so crazy.
"every night turns into a day and everyone has to change"
- Craig Mabbit
Don't worry, i'll change when the morning comes.
Life and its challenges...tmr haiz...
Dammit, i just don't click with them so goodbye.
it's all of a sudden, or else i'll die
Oral. Awesome thing that ever happened. I bet the examiners and I had a good time because we had loads of laughter together.
I know that I gave in my best.
I've found my faith again. Getting closer to God made me realise...
Cannot already. I must be like Eesham. He's a good example. Maybe Firdaus too.
They've already started. I'm left behind. Dammit.
random
There's no sympathy for the dead
escape the fate
Oh my god, I have the remedy for love
I struck the glass and broke the bones inside my fist, but I'm ok
I cannot change you, you'll never change
I never would expect to break this in the end
Something so profound, something you won't expect
take this scripture like a picture and wear it around your neck
the sky it opens up
don't get swallowed by the flames
what's mine is yours and yours is mine so take me away
you hear the sounds, they're carried out
there's no sympathy for the dead
it swells and I, was never the same
there's no sympathy for the dead
we dance like zombies do in the middle of the rain
we see the stones falling from the sky (on fire)
the blinding light beaming from your eyes (our desire)
life has died, yet we're still alive and down below
a sea of damned crashing like a tidal wave
I cannot change you, you'll never change
I never would expect to break this in the end
I can't breathe
wake up from this nightmare that I'm in
dive into a holy river and wash away my sins
as I reach (sanctified) the surface of the water now
I will breathe and burn out my eyes
you hear the sounds, they're carried out
there's no sympathy for the dead
it swells and I, was never the same
there's no sympathy for the dead
we dance like zombies do in the middle of the rain
we see the stones falling from the sky (on fire)
the blinding light beaming from your eyes (our desire)
life has died, yet we're still alive and down below
a sea of damned crashing like a tidal wave
So take the medicines to quench the pain we have
and walk until the end, until you've reached the sand
a hundred thousand wings, soaring through the sky
at intense speeds, we can't catch with our eyes
you hear the sounds of a third carried out
just wait (just wait)
you hesitate
I have the remedy to this poisonous kiss
I struck the glass, it shatters bones in my fist
I have the remedy to this poisonous kiss
I struck the glass, it shatters bones in my fist
I have the remedy to this poisonous kiss
I struck the glass, it shatters bones in my fist
I have the remedy to this poisonous kiss
I struck the glass, it shatters bones in my fist
ok, it's time. Don't expect anything else. It'll never be the same again.
patience wearing thin lar......afiuoaspdncfwse
Every night turns into a day and everyone has to change
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AND WE'LL BE BUSY SINGING, "THE WICKED WITCH IS DEAD!"
AH YES!!!! I CAN FEEL IT!
AFTER ALL THIS TIME! IT'S FINALLY AROUND THE CORNER..
IT'S ON MY BRAIN
DRIVING ME INSANE
IT'S ON MY MIND
ALL OF THE TIME...
IT'LL BE ONE OF MY HAPPIEST DAYS I SWEAR.
WE'RE GONNA BRING YOUR SYSTEM DOWN
true colours, yes. OMG im not supposed to...nvm
I like talking to strangers. Coz they'll be my friends.
I made two new friends today! haha! beat that! bluek!
can you feel it??? something driving you crazy??? hell no, not on drugs.
You don't need drugs to get high. You just need yourself and some good music.
And make yourself crazy all the way. All those people who take drugs are simply wasting their time.......................WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..........
WE GONNA BRING YOUR SYSTEM DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm still confused..
and fuck all the plans, i gave up hope for that day.
All hope is gone
Screw all plans.
They need a problem. They've found it.
Act like some big fuck already.
Even animals behave better than her.
She better watch out,
her demise is sealed.
All of us will be laughing...=)
To other peeps out there, DON'T EVER ASSUME. Whenever in doubt, ask.
Yesterday was AWESOME!
Went out at 4pm or so and met up with Zhafri, Azri.s, Rey, Hazmie, Farhana, Ling Yin and Augustine at admiralty. TO CATCH THE FIREWORKS.
We then set off to Marina Bay.
Over there, we decided to go to the Barrage.
Me, Zhaf and Azri.S, being eagles, walked all the way there. The rest took the bus.
HAHA! We reached there first!
Over there, Hazmie was with Farhana and Ling Yin was with Augustine so it was left to Me, Azri.s, Zhafri and Rey. We walked around, took pics and walked around. MAN THE PLACE WAS A PANDEMONIUM.
We went to the exhibition and took more pics. Over there at the Barrage, we saw Joanne, Denise, Wahidah, Nadhirah, Julianna, Aisha, Yi Tian.
Zhaf wanted to pwn them so he was there and was like, "Somebody assumed we did something"
Wah face was like pissed. Long story.
Anw, Azri.s said that the IR will be blocking the view of the fireworks. So we decided to take the taxi out of there and head somewhere near the Esplanade. ROAD BLOCK! DAMN! So we alighted at Fullerton hotel. Four of us.
Then we walked until we got a spot and got a nice view. MAN IT WAS CROWDED!
Took pics and then walked to the Esplanade. After that walked to City Hall and took train home.
I'll be uploading the pics on facebook so yea if you wanna see them add me as a friend. My name will be Mohd Azri Azman.
Out!
I realised that I'm way behind the rest.
I was doing so well but I didn't know how I end up this way.
I keep telling myself that It's drawing nearer but the more I do that the more it depletes my motivation.
No point regretting, must keep working.
About 70+ more days left? Next thing you know its 7 days left.
God please forgive me for I have sinned in Your Eyes again.
Over and over again. I know I'm only human but I've gone overboard.
"Azri, tmr can go jam with us? Straight away after school"
It was a Friday like any other day. Except that it's national day. Or whatever it was. Doesn't seemed like it.
Me and the rest had nothing much to do in class so we like went out to the canteen. And then we were caught by...don't want to talk about it.
So we were late into the hall cause we got a lecture.
The performance was.......................NO COMMENTS.
After dismissal. Had to stay back with them...DO REFLECTION....WTH
BEST CHAIRPERSON THAT A CLASS EVER HAS. FIND FAULT WITH THE....
The teachers were disappointed with us.
Text messages:
Me: Naz, I'll be late. Got some shit going on in school.
Nazme: K, meet you there. 1 'o' clock.
After doing reflection, they wanted go solat.
Me: K ah, I go home first.
Bani: Why?
Me: I want go shit ah. C ya all later lar.
Bani: Ok then, bye.
Me: Bye.
YES! A GETAWAY! 912 bus was approaching. What else? Board it quickly lar then what else.
Then on the way...go jam.........
WEEEE
At jam, there was Nazme, Din, Fuad and Loc Teng or whatever you spell it.
I WAS HIGH TO THE MAX!
THE KIND OF HIGH WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN NEED DRUGS.
So I sang. Coz I dun want to play.
This was what we all play..(in random order)
What I've Done - Linkin Park
Waking The Demon - Bullet For My Valentine
Beast And The Harlot - Avenged Sevenfold
Unholy Confessions - Avenged Sevenfold
Seize The Day - Avenged Sevenfold
Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold
I sang, and screamed my lungs out. My scream were mostly failures.
Had a hell lot of fun.
Then after that, all of us meet up with Amir, Azizul, Faris, Safwan and the usual and I played soccer with them.
SO THATS ALL I WANT TO WRITE! COZ I LAZY LIAO..
I cannot feel, what you've done to me
What you've done to me..
I just found out something. Dropped C tuning ROCKS!!!
They told me it's normal. I'm still praying for the best. Hope it fades away. It's scaring me
..for now..
Hazmie took the liberty to ask Mr. Chong for me about my heart problem.
He told me some bio stuff which I don't really understand about.
Something about breathing thing then some muscles thingy.
He also mentioned something about strenuous exercise, being one of the cause.
I've never done any for the past 5 months...
This morning during chem lesson, my heart started to ache again. I was talking and had to paused for about 5 mins or so before I could regain my composure.
Its starting to scare me. I'm afraid that I'll die on the spot or something like that(hopefully not please). Allah knows how each one of us dies...
The road's getting longer ahead
Wind me up, just like a toy
Walk all the way until I'm dead
I won't die as a worthless boy
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I've been having hard times=)
The heart aches that I have are getting more frequent - when I say hearthache I literally mean it.
The doctor said it's normal, is he crazy?
Aniway, 19 more days.
19 more days to what? Go figure out yourself lar. Hehe.
